Thursday, December 01, 2005

wanna let the whole world know that Jesus lives in me!!!!! :)

yeahhhhh haha as u can tell im listening to reflector now... i wonder y we v sang in worship b4! i think its a really meaningful song :) yeah anywayyyyy. its been some week thus far. CAs are OVER!!!!! but tt is starting backwards. so anyway twilight zone was really good for the CSI part! haha. yah but after tt abit not so great but nvm la i guess its good cos i just kinda sense that the attitudes in YM are slowly changing like pple arent so complainy and stuff anymore which is really good andddddd God performed a miracle for us on sat! like a really truly miraculous miracle! cos when we reached the place rite it was really windy and stuff and totally looked like it was gonna rain even tho it was night (that was how much it looked like it was gonna rain!) then cos the stationmasters had to go and set up stuff do we were waiting arnd den pple started to comment tt they felt rain droplets and i have to say tt up to that point i was really sure that it wasnt gonna rain but then i felt it too! so we got all the grps to pray for the rain to stop but it didnt, tho it din get heavier either den the station masters werent done yet and deng asked us to pray again so we got the grps to do so and it was really heartwarming to hear pple saying things like "yeah lets pray till the rain stops!" and yah everyone really really prayed! den brandon closed us and guess what. the rain stopped IMMEDIATELY. God is really a great and wonderful God! its amazing to see prayers get answered and its been happening more and more to me and more and more as i walk closer to Him and ya its amazing the things my God can do :) so anyway CSI was great haha. my deranged man act went down really well tho i scared the sec 1s so much they almost din wanna go anymore! haha. was fun to make the big boys jump too tho! yeah so i really thank God for everything hehs.

hmm after tt i just spent the restof the weekend and monday sleeping and slacking den EXAM!! and as expected, i failed biochem haha. but qt alot of pple failed la so dun feel so bad haha. and i guess i kinda deserved it. anyway i think its better that God dun help me this time round to teach me not to be lazy and also to learn to rely on Him more! its just like everytime i slack and do well i totally know its cos of God budden it makes me lazy cos i guess i kinda think tt if i really beg hard enough God will help me again but hey tts totally the wrong mentality. like daddy says, totally taking Gods grace for granted. so yeah i need my lesson taught to me. todays papers were ok i guess... i think anat can pass but dunno abt physio haha but anyway its over and done with la nxt sem will be a much more hardworking one! im gonne be queen mug peng! haha.

yeahhhh. hmm thinking abt stuff but well i dunno la. everything seems qt murky and unclear and some stuff i guessing but like. what if wrong ya noe? super bad. soooo. take it safe? dunno la. but anyway i guess i shld be sure of myself first soooo. yeps.

i won't turn back and go thier way, cos im running after You